Does depression or anxiety towards the future ever manifest itself as lethargy?
This is the kind of thing that I've been mulling over the past few weeks. With the sad state of the economy and the overall stagnancy of my profession, I end up thinking too much. And when I think too much, I never start. I sit here, I procrastinate. Things that are easy and simple get left undone, and the big things get done half-assed. I know there are things that need to be done, but i just can't physically do them.
I love my family, i love my wife and baby, and things at home are good overall. But I can't help but contemplate how things will be in the next few weeks, the next few months, the next few years. I know there is nothing I can do to change what's already been done, but I can do something about the future. I know I should go take some classes. I know I should do something with my art, with my photography, with my life in general. I have skills, I have the ability to make things happen, but I sit still.
This blog will not be political, nor will it be preachy. But I may throw in pieces and parts of my thoughts on politics and I may seem preachy every now and then. This blog is to serve as motivation. Something to get out of my system, an outlet. A little release to quell the onslaught. a small pressure release valve, to stay the alternate reality of a sobbing breakdown.
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